Another Kind of GreenFriday, November 18, 20059:35AM - Not where I want to be.It is a bit of a trip on a curb day today and really not at all sure why. Current mood: Current music: Comfortable-John Mayer Thursday, November 17, 20052:49PM - On this day 39 years ago, God shone his light down and gave a gift to the musical world.If he were still alive, today would be Jeff Buckley's 39th birthday. On so many levels does that make me sad. Current mood: Current music: Mojo Pin-Jeff Buckley Sunday, January 23, 20053:06PM - There's no place like home...oh hey, which is where I AM!!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!! Bitches. Current mood: Current music: Ocean Breathes Salty Monday, January 17, 20054:25PM - I'm coming home!!!!Okay okay okay, I am so fucking lame, it has been like two weeks since I have updated but I am changing that right now. Lots has happened, babies, possible new jobs, I am coming home. So much to do so little time to talk about it. I will write more in a few days. Tomorrow when I have more time and don't have Caitlin UP MY ASS trying to get me to create her a new journal. Current mood: Current music: Clarity Saturday, January 1, 200512:45PM - HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!2005...wow, can you believe it??? Current mood: Current music: I Will Follow-U2 Tuesday, December 28, 20045:58PM - Ali B. Hewson-Levine is here!!!!!!!!Woohoo!! Thats about all that matters at the moment, that and there are like 15 people in the house right now driving me insane. All good...going to see Closer tonight...so excited. Cannot wait. 3 Current mood: Current music: Sleep with the lights on Monday, December 27, 20047:53PM - The voices...that I thought were driving me crazy and were in my head, really belong to my cousins and their friends and my aunt and her boyfriend. I feel like there is this buzzing in the house at ALL times...I want to listen to John right now and bask in the glow that is his voice, yet I do not want to piss off Sabrina so that is out of the question. I will in the morning when it is time to clean. Current mood: Current music: John in my head...Only Heart Sunday, December 26, 20049:52AM - We've got tonight, who needs tomorrow...I do dammit!! My Al will be here in two days and if tomorrow never comes then Tuesday will never come!! Can't have that. Current mood: Current music: Bob Segar-Against the Wind Saturday, December 25, 200410:18PM - Me again...My last entry was boring as hell...I was preoccupied I must admit. Now I am more focused. Only slightly more. I have Shrek in one ear and Norah in the other...it is hard to concentrate on ANYTHING at the moment. I must work tomorrow, I have discovered that I am smarter than 95% of both the patrons and co-workers at Schucks. Not trying to be pretentious or anything simply truthful. Its sad I know but very true, I hate it. It works for now, okay I lied when I said I was more focused. It isn't working right now...I am trying but I can't do it. I must sleep now and prepare myself for the day tomorrow. It will be slowing being "God's day" and all. I am in the bible belt for goodness sakes. Current mood: Current music: Memories of mandolins and donuts too hot to touch... 9:53PM - Christmas in Missawappi...Christmas evening with Shrek and Fiona. It has been a wonderful day, up since 4:30, lots of coffee, presents and food. Books, clothes, movies, no music though. First time since hell I don't know I was three I didn't get music. Oh wait...Josh got me Elvis Presley's Blue Christmas. Aint that some shit? Heehee Once a year I will jam...thats it. ONLY ONE TIME!!. I only cried a little today, it was a lot happier and better than I expected it to be. And it was WHITE!! Not that I have anything against the other colors but it was WHITE!! My very first EVER white Christmas. Wait till NYC, there will be white Christmas' every year dammit. Today was Jim's 58th birthday...he is getting up in years I tell you. It was good though, everything was great. Current mood: Current music: Norah Jones-Come Away With Me Thursday, December 23, 20047:12AM - SNOWDAY!!!It snowed last night at my house and it is so beautimus I can't even splain it. Its colder than a bitch outside and the "snow" on the ground is harder than the ice on a hockey rink but it looks pretty from the living room couch. Especially with John singing to me on TV something 'bout kids. Current mood: Current music: some horrible country shit Wednesday, December 22, 20041:50AM - Insomniac theater...okay not really but thats sure what it feels like. It is almost 2AM and I am sitting here, watching a moving on the WE network about a chubby girl who gets a "makeover" and gets the hunky catalog designer to fall in love with her. This is my life. So I decided to hop on the net and check some things out. Looked at apartments, even though currently I cannot afford one, looked at cars, even though currently I cannot afford one, and looked at my options for college in the summer. I am thinking communications/public relations. I could be good at that. And the classes look interesting enough to keep me going for two years. Or hopefully a year and a half, I want to bust my ass and finish early. OH...did I mention one of the guys the chubby girl dates is whats his face who played Rex Manning in Empire Records? True story I promise. Current mood: Current music: Cheesy WE movie music Tuesday, December 21, 20042:37PM - I believe my life is gonna see the love I gave returned to me...Today is one of those days, one of those ones where everyone and everything around you seems to irritate you...especially when all you want to really do is sit there and listen to your music. It is time for work...don't want to go. Current mood: Current music: Wheel Monday, December 20, 20048:46AM - 8 days...In 8 entirely too long days one Miss Ali B. Hewson-Levine will be here in chilly ass Missawappi. I am so excited I feel like I am going to burst out of my damn skin. There will be music and sushi, and John and the boys and the Godfathers, and late nights with coffee and fudge bars. It will be BAMTASTIC! It is 5 days till Christmas and doesn't feel like it at all...I wonder why that is. Current mood: Current music: Split Screen Sadness |
